SUPERHEROINE

2009-03-09T17:21:00.002+08:00

I'm moving to wordpress. Blogger is too "open". HAHHAHA!
Relink me, if you have my link. Thanks!

2009-03-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

This blog was meant to be a secret blog, towards NYP friends. But a pig called Juvena invaded my privacy by finding this blog! EEYER! It's creepy how she finds out 'cause I did not even reveal anything about my blog, even though it's very easy to find, just google my name. But it's still creepy that she's able to do so with her puny brain. HAHHAHAHAHA!

2009-03-07T01:51:00.003+08:00

Had a conversation with someone. She reminded me that I'm almost 7 months old as a Christian. That, I didn't realise. Time flies. Well, time to do some reflection.

Now, it's really tough. In every way. Where can I pick up from.

2009-03-05T23:29:00.005+08:00

Had another presentation today. Which means one more presentation down! YEAH! It was alright, got A-, which I don't know why, 'cause I think I didn't do too well. But this is not the final grade.
Since I have a new phone, I took photos!

My team mates: Elaine, me, Beatris & Kimberly

April

Clare

Pei Rong & Siew Yi

Elaine

Kimberly

Pei Rong, Juvena, me & Siew Yi

Beatris

Elaine

Kimberly

Well, I really feel depress now 'cause I'm like the shortest! tsk! Please let me grow taller! And also, I lost my Brazilliano Praia!!! ARGH!

How I wish to vent my anger. However, after watching "The Passion of the Christ" again today, reminded me that Jesus even forgave those who hurt, humiliated and killed Him. He said to love even our enemies. If we were to love only those who love us, what reward is there. This truly inspires me to forgive, not just for the Brazilliano Praia, which when measured to Jesus' sufferings, is equivalent to nothing, but for the many other things as well.

2009-03-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

The enrollment stuff is so annoying! So many things to do and I haven't even start doing anything. WHY??? Firstly it's difficult to understand, secondly my mum is busy, and lastly I'm lazy. TSK! I hope I'll get it done before the deadline, which is 10March. But at least I don't have to do the medical checkup again.

Okay, I failed my Coffee Bean's FTQ, which is a test worth $160. It's not that I have to pay for the test, but get paid for it if I were to pass. And it just went down the drain, maybe not if I retake and study for the FTQ, but I can't wait to quit!

School today was about CPR and choking. So fun! I can't wait to see someone unconscious or get choked and save that person! HAHAHAH! Joking uh. I know I'll panic like a mad dog la! But it's still fun anyway.

I'm contemplating to go school tomorrow 'cause tomorrow's lesson is nonsense! And I'm having flu. But it's not that bad until I can't go school, but because the lesson just sucks. However there's only one plus more weeks left. Sigh...
ONE AND A HALF MORE WEEKS LEFT TO SCHOOL HOLIDAY!

2009-02-23T21:03:00.002+08:00

Emotions are raging inside me, however, I don't know how I really feel. Get in touch, probably, but some things are too painful to do so.

2009-02-19T21:48:00.003+08:00

Presentation on personal ad: the best person for a best friend today was horrible! tsk! I was nervous and forgot what I wanted to say. As a result, I did not really convey what I wanted to convey. Sigh...
As I was working on this project, I found some really nice quotes:
Best friends are like stars.
You don't always see them,
but you know they are always there.

When it hurts to look back,
And you're scared to look ahead,
You can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

So I'm like a star, you won't see me 24/7, but do know that I'm always there, if you needed me. Promise.

Okay, I'm so glad one project is down, two more to go, and more to come for the next four more weeks... It's not that I dislike going to school, but lectures, tutorials, and all the projects and tests are not that interesting you know. The only thing that I really look forward to are the friends. They are really fun to be with.

2009-02-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

Work was bad. I've scalded my hand while doing espresso&brew. It was soooooooooooo painful and I went home after working for bearly 3 hours. Then I went to consult a doctor accompanied by CYY. The money that I've earned today is not even enough to pay for my bill. tsk! It's so ugly!

2009-02-15T21:16:00.003+08:00

I feel soooooo warm now! The weather is bad.
I'll be working tomorrow. I hope I still remember how to make the drinks and food please, because I've not been working for almost a month already. I'm quite looking forward to work, yet not really. Sigh...

Awaiting for my Ralph Lauren polo tees to arrive!

2009-02-14T23:43:00.004+08:00

"The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. And He is not served by human hands, as if He needed anything, because He Himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. From one man He made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and He determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live in. God did this so that men would seek Him and perhaps reach out for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us."
-Acts17:24-27

A God that is so almighty, who is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not need anything, created the world, gives life, and planned everything just so that men would seek Him, reach out to Him and find Him.
This is the perfect love. Who else could provide such love?
God is love.

2009-02-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

OMG! I have 3 projects on hand! Each has to be submitted per week, in the next 3 consecutive weeks! One of the projects is to do a personal ad, to promote myself as a best friend. So thick skin! So not me! Totally.
I think I've overspent. TSK! However, pay day is coming! But I think I'll not get much because I've not been working for quite some time already, ever since school has started. Still, there's CASH!
So I'm going to be busy, schooling, working at coffee bean and home tutoring. YEAH! Which means more income! Which makes me closer to my goal: buy a motorbike/vespa! I might change my goal.
I know my priorities very well.

2009-02-10T22:09:00.004+08:00

OMG! Appreciation of life sciences tomorrow! Super boring la! 1hr is like 1 day, so 3hr of lecture is like 3 days! I'm not kidding! I so dread going to school tomorrow! ARGHHH!

2009-02-09T16:03:00.002+08:00

Showing love is not my forte.

2009-02-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog about something, but decided not to because I lost the mood.
I'm quite trapped.

2009-02-07T00:19:00.006+08:00

Nostalgic nowadays. Suddenly I miss playing badminton, doubles with Cheong Yong Yong. She's in front and I'm at the back. I feel like playing badminton now! HAHAHHA!

Friday's lesson was totally awesome! 1hr30min of tutorial and we were done for the day! So my school mates and I went to explore the school, and took photos.
Okay,they love taking photos.

And I want muesli parfait!!! Bring it for me CYY! HAHAHHA!

2009-02-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

My school/group/course mates. Really nice people. And OMG! I'm the shortest la! tsk! Too short for my own good... ARGHHHHHHHH!

2009-02-04T21:04:00.002+08:00

Today's lecture was on life sciences. OMG! I'm so glad I have nothing to do with life sciences because the lecture and even the practical were boring to the power of 99!

2009-02-03T20:35:00.004+08:00

I miss Coffee Bean... Whoa! I miss taking the train to Harbor Front, going to Vivo, taking the escalator up, walking into Coffee Bean, putting on my apron, clocking in and making all the beverages. But I still dislike my managers, somebody and closing. Maybe working there once in a while makes it more enjoyable rather then working everyday for 8hrs per day, 5 days a week. It's torturous.
School is fun so far, friends are great, lessons are quite alright.
I really wish to join SCDF Paramedic Specialist! I can imagine myself wearing the uniform and saving lives. Can I please grow taller and not let it just be an imagination? Or let there be some divine intervention.

Life is easy, it's yourself that makes it difficult.

2009-02-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

"Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails"
-Proverbs 19:21

2009-01-31T00:17:00.002+08:00

Camp was fun!
The most exciting camp so far.
Pampers pole and trust fall were the best!
More friendships built as well.
Totally tired.

So glad!!!

2009-01-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

I'm going for a camp tomorrow until Friday. BYE.

2009-01-23T14:47:00.001+08:00

My group mates and lecturer in NYP PPP:

2009-01-19T22:04:00.004+08:00

First day of school was great. People were friendly and I built new friendships with some. Two to be exact. One of the topics that we talked about was first impression of one another. And for the first time I heard something different! They said I look................................................................................................................................................... MOTHERLY! OMG! MOTHERLY! HEHEH! And SMART, sporty, sensible! Whoa! So different from the usual " you look fierce."
So today we learnt about communication skills, lecture first then tutorial. It was alright, interesting in fact. The lesson was almost the same as my Coffee Bean's training on customer service. And I'll have a test tomorrow on today's lesson! So fast! But it's an open book test la.

I almost lost my hand phone today! I dropped it on the bus. But thankfully somebody who ia very nice picked it up and my mum helped me to retrieve it back. So I did not lose it after all. But I want to change my phone too! I want the Sony Ericsson's W902!

2009-01-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

School starts tomorrow!

2009-01-17T21:51:00.004+08:00

I will never want to be a planner ever again. I suck at planning and I hate to plan. And for the first time you tried planning something, it turned out bad. Will you still want to plan anything again? NO!

Tomorrow will be a bad day. Yes, psychic. Seven long hours of training. What do you expect? All for the sake of my $160.

Shitty emotions. Detach yourself from the feeling.

2009-01-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

I have gotten my pay and it's pathetic! I was expecting more since I worked like a dog for the past month.
After today, I'll have a long break from work. Not very long, just slightly more than a week. Why? BECAUSE I'M STARTING SCHOOL ON MONDAY! OMG! I feel excited yet intimidated.

Anyway, YongYong saved me today. From something that will cause me to fall greatly.

I'm afraid...

2009-01-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

Dejected by my result, but I'm grateful because I know this is part of God's plan.

2009-01-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

I got full marks for my level 1 coffee and tea test! FEAT! I'll receive a badge and I can show it off! WHOA!

O-level result will be out tomorrow. How daunting, intimidating.

2009-01-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad today.

2009-01-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

Counting down the days to payday! I wonder how much I will get.
Work is no longer fun. More of a chore now.

2009-01-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

The New Year has come, it's 2009. It seems to come way too fast, in a haste, too swift. It feels so surreal. I've not done any resolution, I'm not looking forward to the new year. Like what YongYong said, 2009 seems like a bad year. It's just in my gut that it will not be a good one. I might be wrong, I want to be wrong.

2008-12-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

People are all going overseas for so long. I will miss them. I just feel a kind of... emptiness? I really do not like separation.
I think I'm getting old now. Work is draining, my knee and spine hurt. And I don't know what is wrong with my stomach, it feels weird, almost like a diarrhoea, but not really.
All I can say is "Payday come quick!" Okay, No relation. Still, I want my pay soon!

2008-12-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

So these few days I'll be working from 6-12. Coffee Bean's food is totally awesome! I'll get to eat the food during my break, but of course if only Kamalia or somebody who is nice enough to cook for me, because I have not attended the gourmet class yet.
Closing is not fun at all! Pack and clean and wash. So not fun! The only good thing about closing is that I get to bring food like cakes and muffins back! HAHA!

2008-12-10T00:49:00.008+08:00

Tuesday
It's 12++am now and I just reached home from work. Coffee Bean lied! As workers will be arranged with transport if they work till 0000h and I was supposed to knock off at 0000h, but there's no transport for me! So I knocked off at 2330h and rushed like crazy for the train.
I started work at 1600h, and I got scolded for some reasons by my manager, but it was alright after that. My colleagues are really nice. When it was my break, Kamaliah asked me what I want to eat and she cooked for me. So nice right! Then I did closing with Hayati and she gave me two slices of cake. So good right! HAHAHHAHA! And I did a little EB today and it's like super confusing la! But since I have nice colleagues, they guided me.

So I worked for eight hours on Tuesday. And I'll be working from 1200h to 1800h later. When I knock off, YongYong will start work. Maybe I can stay a little longer to chat with her. HAHA!

Oh, I'm a certified ice blender! How cool is that! So I'll focus on EB now. EB is really so much tougher than IB! One of the problems about EB is that height does matter! I have to tip-toe to steam the milk! TSK!

2008-12-08T00:38:00.002+08:00

Sunday's work was really tiring because business was so good!

2008-12-06T23:39:00.006+08:00

Okay, EB(Espresso&Brew) is seriously confusing! So many different steps for so many different drinks. But practise makes perfect, so I'll just keep practising till I can get all the drinks perfectly well done.

Now, I really like being a barista! It is really a very interesting profession.
You have to acquire the knowledge to make the drinks. You get to make different drinks, however, you would not know how they taste like because you cannot taste the drinks that you are going to serve.
So you apply your knowledge to make a drink, serve it to the customer and watch the customer sips and tastes. The customer walks off with a satisfied face. These make you feel contented as you have made a considerably good drink.

2008-12-06T00:56:00.002+08:00

I really like working at CBTL. The people there are really nice, except for a few, and making all the different drinks are really exciting! When there's no customer, there's like seriously no customer at all, but when one customer comes, more will start to queue up. So half of the time we'll be standing there talking or stocking up whatever that is running out or doing service, another half of the time we'll be rushing out the orders like crazy.

There's Espresso and Brew lesson later from 2pm-9pm, 7 hours! I wonder what we'll be doing and I hope it will be really fun. I think EB is much tougher than IB! I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to memorise all of the many different EB drinks, or I'll memorise EB and forget all about IB!

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2008-12-01T23:53:00.002+08:00

Work is fun and the people there are nice.

This road is really narrow and very tiring. Having to push through every single step, fight whatever comes the way and stay on track. I think I'm falling off this road already. I'm not as tough as how I may seem to be, and I hate to admit that I'm very weak indeed. I'm losing my fighting spirit. I really hate the way I am feeling right now.

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2008-11-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

There was only orientation on Tuesday, and ice blending lesson is on Wednesday.
Orientation was alright, the trainer made the boring introduction of The Coffee Bean so much more fun. She's so charismatic! And humorous. My manager is nice too, but a little blur.
I really hate their uniform and their head quarter's location! tsk!
And there's a lot of things to memorise!
Overall, I'm fine with working at The Coffee Bean.

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2008-11-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

I'm starting work soon! And I'm so glad because I like a busy life rather than idling.
I'll be having orientation and ice blending class tomorrow. I really hope it'll be fun.

Injection's not as painful as how I thought it would be. But the aftereffect is not as nice, feels like muscle ache. So currently, my arm is aching.

2008-11-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

I am very happy these few days, almost the best week ever. But Cheong Yong Yong is happier because she said this is her best week ever. I think so too la!

Okay, There are two reasons to why I'm so happy. The first is because I got the job at The Coffee Bean! With CYY. And the second is because Rachel Lim Rui Yun(from school, not church) called me and we talked for quite a while after having not been talking to each other for almost a year!

Seriously I am so elated that you called because it teared down the wall between us. And I can leave my secondary school life with no regret. Thank you so much. It really means a lot to me.

I love pool! And I like Taylor Swift!

2008-11-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

I really wish to learn to play an acoustic guitar now. And I want to own one too.

2008-11-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

I think I'm scared of blood? Or real bad wounds with excessive bleeding. Just by looking at them makes me want to vomit, start to shiver and have sweaty palms. OMG! How am I going to survive nursing?

2008-11-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

www.cherryaddictt.blogspot.com

No, I'm still not addicted to cherries.

2008-11-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

Eh eh eh! I'm so happy now because I'm going to The Coffee Bean at Vivocity for interview on Wednesday at 4pm!!!

2008-11-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

I am so happy because O-level is finally over and I've bought my lovely bagpack!!!

2008-11-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I feel lost. And all of a sudden I'm afraid of the long holidays. What will happen and what can I do. Hopefully I'll be able to get a job.

2008-10-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MAHJONG SESSIONS! More please!

2008-10-25T01:32:00.012+08:00

Here are part of the many very nice photos taken by ME with CYY's DSLR on graduation day. The camera made me feel like a professional photographer that day. Maybe I should consider being one since I take such pretty photos... So here goes:

dearest Mrs Eng

cute Mrs Goh

Melvin Chua

Oh, such pretty photos. Anybody needs photographer? Consider hiring me! Seriously.

2008-10-17T15:27:00.009+08:00

Today will be one of the days that I will never forget. Today is graduation day. Today marks the end of my secondary school life.

I still recall the first day of my secondary school life in year 2005. It was raining that day and my mum accompanied me to school. Much unfamiliarity, insecurity felt. Then I reconciled with Cheong Yong Yong after our primary school tiff. I got to know different people throughout the years. I learnt many things during these few years. I used to hate Evergreen Secondary School, but now I am proud and fortunate to be an EVGian. And I want to thank Priscilia Teng (Mrs Eng) so much. She has been my science teacher in sec 1 and 2, form teacher and chemistry teacher in sec 3 and 4. She is a really wonderful, admirable and superb teacher. I'll really miss her a lot. "If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; If you can dream it, you can become it.-William Arthur Ward" from her to me.

And here, this is for Cheong Yong Yong:
I have known you for over 5 years already. You have been such a great friend, so good that I wouldn't trade anything in the world for this friendship. You made my life so much easier with all the joy that you have brought. And without you, it will never be the same. In other words, you play a very important role in my life. Even though we'll no longer be studying in the same class or maybe school, and as our lives changes, I will never forget the memories you and I shared, because they are imprinted on my heart. We will be friends forever.

Yes, O-level has started.

2008-10-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

Languid. Jaded.

2008-10-07T20:28:00.001+08:00

These never fail to inspire.

2008-09-21T20:25:00.002+08:00

Separation, nostalgia and having to miss somebody/something cause feelings of emptiness, bareness, bitterness in the heart. And I don't like them.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

2008-09-18T20:32:00.004+08:00

I was shocked when I got back my physics paper! When I got back the paper and looked at the marks, I thought I didn't do very well until my physics table partner exclaimed that I got 55. Then I realised it's 55/65!!! And I topped the class! HAHA! No, I'm not being boastful here, but I just find that it's a feat. Physics paper is most encouraging. And of course, Geography and social studies, considering that I did not study for these papers and passed. English is also alright. Math, Chem and POA are BAD. These were my best subjects.

2008-09-17T21:47:00.003+08:00

I am sorry for being easily influenced, for the awkwardness felt every school day and the friendship that is hurt. And I really miss the past of talking on the phone, sharing our secrets, of having so much fun. However, I don't know how to bring it back. The wall that has been built up is getting thicker and thicker as everyday passes. So thick that I have no idea how to tear it down. Or maybe it is just my pride, again. It is the latter. I am really very sorry.

I guess the reason why I can't summon enough courage to do something is because I dwell too much on what-will-happen-if-I-did-this that I start to feel insecure, and by then, my courage has been drained out.

2008-09-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

I have gotten back some of my prelim papers and I feel disheartened. Everybody seems to be improving, while I, still am not pulling up my socks. What goes around comes around. What I reap will be what I sow. And I'm having a bad harvest now. Very bad indeed.

2008-09-06T00:54:00.003+08:00

Eternal Treasures stored up in Heaven
Eternal Destiny to get to Heaven
Eternal Dwelling for Heaven
Eternal Master in Heaven(GOD)
I want God to be proud of me

This world is not my home, I'm just passing through. Heaven is where my heart desires. God is who I yearn to meet.

2008-09-01T21:01:00.002+08:00

I went to SATA at civics centre to do check up. DRAWING OF BLOOD IS SOOOOO PAINFUL! Seriously painful! But the people there are very nice(except for one), so I wouldn't mind the pain.

2008-08-28T21:07:00.002+08:00

There are so many books that I want to buy and read!! Sooooooooooooooooooo many!

2008-08-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

I can't balance the account again! Seriously, I've never successfully balance any account in any exam before! Tsk tsk tsk! I really want to balance the account during Olevel, please!

2008-08-25T21:20:00.003+08:00

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2008-08-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

Facade
Pretense
Falsehood

2008-08-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

I wonder how we'll get it from Mrs Haris and Mrs Eng for skipping Geography remedial. Actually some might feel that Mrs Haris is not being reasonable, that is why they skipped the remedial. However, in my case, I seriously cannot stand Geography lessons. One lesson seems like one whole day.

Anyway, here's a blog of the 5 of us, Rebekah, Rachel, Pamela, Xiao Zhou and me.
www.cherryaddictt.blogspot.com
Sorry, but I'm no cherry addict.

2008-08-16T01:13:00.001+08:00

I would say that my English oral was quite well done and I'm happy with it. I predicted the right topic, which is about wildlife.

2008-08-12T21:42:00.002+08:00

I've gotten a B4 for my chinese, and a merit for oral! I'm satisfied.

NABILLAH asked me to do a survey. Since I'm a nice person, I'll do it.

The person who tag you is: Nabillah

Your relationship with her: classmate

Your five impression of her: crazy, loud, friendly, sings well, bubbly

The most memorable thing she had done for you: does whacking my butt counts?

The most memorable thing she had said to you: Hello?

If she becomes your lover, you will: she's not available though

If she becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on: to be less crazy

If she bocomes your enemy, you will: you see, I'm a nice person, so I wouldn't have any enemy! HAHA!

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: she sings too well

The most desired thing you want to do for her now is: whack her butt!

How you think people around you will feel about you: I'm a nice person. HAHHA!

The characters you love of yourself are: I'm nice and I'm very nice.

On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are: no comment

The most ideal person you want to be is: being a civil servant

For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thank you very much, I love you all.

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you: I'm passing to nobody, but whoever wants to do it, please go ahead.

2008-08-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

Chinese O-level result will be out tomorrow! And my english O-level oral is on Friday! I'm so nervous.
I seriously hate hate hate geography lessons to the max! It's sooooo boring okay, and there's so much to memorise. Prelims coming so soon

2008-08-09T22:51:00.005+08:00

So how is my first week as a christian? Well, it wasn't as great as how I thought it would be. And it is far from good.

Don't feel about anything or everything. You will not feel insecure. You might just earn yourself happiness by not having to feel pain. And maybe you'll feel better. But you shouldn't even be feeling at all. To feel or not to feel?

2008-08-03T21:07:00.004+08:00

Today is 3rd of August, year 2008.
Today is my greatest victory ever.
Today marks my new life.
Today I've received the greatest gift.
Today is my baptism.

It has been a long and tough journey,and it's only the beginning. But at the same time, I know that it'll be the most fulfilling one.

And I really want to thank the people who are always there for me, supporting me and giving me strength to move on. I hope you know who you are. If you don't know, you can ask me. Thank you all so much and I love all of you!

p/s Cheong Yong Yong: Thank you so much for your abby birthday wish today, and even a 'present' for this day.

2008-07-30T20:26:00.003+08:00

I really think that Priscilia Teng is very rich. 3A1 + 1A2 and she'll give a treat of buffet at Ritz Carlton which costs $90 per person! Oh, I think she's so nice.

2008-07-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

Oh, tomorrow is the best! Due to the NE festival, there's early dismissal at 1000!!! YEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!
I seriously can't wait to get the hoodie. And I still owe Cheong Yong Yong present.

2008-07-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

This weekend has been a wonderful one. I had DPA interview, Nichola's birthday party and farewell for Jacinda, Silvia and Fiona. I guess these will brighten up the week ahead.
Even though I shared very little, I hope that you all know that I genuinly feel a lot in my heart!

2008-07-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

Something bad happened to me: my tragus piercing closed half-way as I dropped the earstick unknowingly. I tried poking and poking and poking with blood flowing and finally it went through. I was satisfied at the end.

Why do we always self-contradict? The greatest irony: knowing so well that He has a plan, He is in control, He is so almighty, yet we still lost faith. Maybe it's because we're blinded by being too self-centered. However, I still find it difficult.

2008-07-26T00:51:00.004+08:00

I was so happy that I was shortlisted for DPA interview! Sooooo thankful because it was my last chance.

Knock knock.
Who's there?
Thank you.
Thank you who?
Thank you you Cheong Yong Yong.

Thanks for asking me to pick up the call which made such a great difference and accompanying me to NYP even though you disliked the long journey home.

Once again, I was reminded of what He can do, His power because my heart seems to be immune to His numerous daily blessings.

2008-07-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

I find knock knock jokes damn funny okay.

Knock Knock
Who's there?
Hawaii
Hawaii who?
Hello, Hawaii you?

HAHAHHA! So funny! Next

Knock Knock
Who's there?
Repeat
Repeat who?
who who who

HHAHAHA! So funny! Next

Knock Knock
Who's there?
Ice cream
Ice cream who?
Ice cream everytime I see a ghost

SO FUNNY!!!

2008-07-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

I owe Cheong Yong Yong a birthday present. I'm sorry, but you haven't tell me what you want!!! If not I'll just buy you three cans of Pringles/sparkling juice! OKAY OKAY OKAY?!?!??!

How much more?

2008-07-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

You can't imagine how boring Thursday's lessons can be! Especially English lessons. They can kill me. TSK! I hope that I'll fall sick every Thursday okay! I DON'T LIKE THURSDAYS!

2008-07-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

I saw a very niceee hoodie! I want to to buy it and I hope it will not run out of stock.
Okay, the listening compre's options are so tricky! All of them seems correct. Like fox lo, tricked me! TSK!

2008-07-14T21:38:00.001+08:00

O-level Chinese listening compre is tomorrow.

2008-07-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt weak, not physically, but of something within? Have you ever had such mixed up feelings that you cannot separate them? Well, I feel so tired of feeling so weak and not being able to unentangle all these feelings.

2008-07-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

School is so boring!!! So the 'big day' is here. DPA or not?

2008-07-03T00:35:00.002+08:00

I guess I screwed up my oral. I was nervous all of a sudden. I'm so sad.

2008-07-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

I have Chinese 'O' level oral tomorrow.

2008-06-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

I have so much homework to do! Actually it's accumulated homework and the deadlines are due on the same day! TSK!

2008-06-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

I am so overwhelmed by this situation, it is too much for me to handle. I feel lost, I don't know how to react, I don't know what to do. If only by sweeping everything underneath the carpet would work, if only silence were really golden. Maybe trusting is not my strength. But I have decided to trust.

2008-06-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

Passage to Patmos exam is overrrrrr! The passing mark is 70% and I hope I'll be able to pass.
I feel sooooo bad yet relieved.

2008-06-25T22:01:00.001+08:00

I love zocards! They are so nice.

2008-06-24T22:31:00.002+08:00

I feel tired and sleepy in class, probably deprived of my beauty sleep. I feel the tension from homeworks, revisions, Prelim, 'O' level, passage to patmos exam, etc. Passage to Patmos exam is on Friday and I've yet to start revising, homeworks are piling up, chinese 'O' level oral is on 2July, english 'O' level oral is on 15August, Prelim's right after term3 holiday and 'O' level's starting in October.

2008-06-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

I am depressed because school is going to reopen SOON))))): So depressing.

2008-06-17T00:50:00.004+08:00

I love Superband because I love 兔子(The Rabbits)!!! They are so coooool! Ahhhhh~

How I hope Superband would be aired everyday, and 兔子will not be eliminated! I also like another group 杂叭琅(zabalang). Their vocal combination is sooooo good!!!

2008-06-14T01:18:00.002+08:00

I went swimming with Jacinda and got myself a nice tan!!! A satisfying tan. HAHHA!

2008-06-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

I'm left sitting on the fence. On the verge of giving up. Tell me everything is in contol, there is a plan, right at my face.

2008-06-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

I am so...??? I may not show or say how serious I want to become a Christian, how much effort I've put in to become a Christian, how I've been trying to become a Christian, but must everything be shown through facial expression or body language or by mouth? I know that by doing these, people understand better, but not everybody is able to do these. I am not able to. Pride, maybe.
Everytime I hear that I'm so close, I'm ready, there will be new things popping out at my face, pulling me back again. Making me no longer excited about the phrase "you're so close".
It's been almost a year, one long year. Why am I taking such a long time? People often say "don't have to rush, take your time", but seriously, who dosen't want to be saved faster? I'm afraid to be caught not ready and die tomorrow, I'm afraid of judgement day, I'm afraid of hell.
I've been trying and everthing just seem so difficult. Or have I not been trying hard enough?
Pride, I hate you.

2008-06-01T23:31:00.013+08:00

Time do fly, and at a high speed. In a blink of an eye, half the year is gone. It seems like last week was Christmas and yesterday was New Year, but the fact is, it is already June 2008.

Okay, here's some photos taken, credits to Rebekah's Camera.

This was taken on a random church day

This was taken during Christmas party. Spot the similarities. HAHA!
So Kissable!!!

These were taken during the trail at Harbourfront

These were taken at East Coast, celebrating XZ's birthday

This is scary okay. We thought there were a ghost la.

This was what we made. So nice lo! HAHHA!

2008-05-28T21:25:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO PIERCE MY TONGUE/LIP SUPER MUCH!!! Maybe I'll pierce after 'O' level orals if I'm not scared of the pain. I hope it's not that painful.

2008-05-27T20:40:00.002+08:00

I skipped school. And I went Sakae.

2008-05-27T00:22:00.003+08:00

YES! Chinese is OVER! Paper one is total crap! I screwed my 报章报道 la! Like shit like that! Paper two was alright, easier than what I've expected. Now it all depends on how well I'll do for oral and listening compre. If I get a B, I'll NOT retake, but if it's a C, I'll consider, and if I fail, I'll retake. Simple as that.
So, we went East Coast to celebrate Xiao Zhou's birthday. We bought a cake for her and materials to make her a beautiful and meaningful gift ourselves, and I'm so proud of it! It was such fun! Reached home at about 12, it's been so long since I went home at this time. Okay, photos will be uploaded when Rebekah sends it to me.
Anyway, I'm so tired I feel like skipping school, but what excuse can I give? I shall consider.
Also, please remember my sports ___ k, Yellow! Thank you!
Thanks Rebekah, for the treat to the viking ship, and a free ride! And after yesterday, I'm seriously BROKE!

2008-05-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I have no idea why on earth am I blogging now instead of revising for chinese. The fact is, in every situation, I don't know if I'm just plain lazy or procrastinating, taking the easier, shorter, wider path. In other words, my way out. Just being too afraid to get disappointed by pinning too much hope? Search me and tell me because I really don't know. But I know that I don't want to be condemned to hell with the answer "because I'm lazy."

2008-05-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

I'm falling sick because of the roadrun today! Actually, it's not the run that made me fall sick, but the scorching hot Sun did. Stayed under the Sun for such a long time and the teachers, who were under the shade, just kept talking on and on and on! How inconsiderate! TSK!
Studying for Chinese the whole of tomorrow, no time to waste!

2008-05-22T22:10:00.001+08:00

I'm loving oral examinations! The easiest scoring things.

2008-05-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Today is so fun because it's so fun! HAHA! Okay, today went for a trail at harbourfront and really had such a good workout walking uphill, which seems vertically upwards under the sun. Totally hot and wet and breathless. Totally fun.
I have to say that I did not use my time very wisely this long weekend, because I did not study for Chinese at all. On the other hand, I had such great fun! If only I did study for at least a bit, it might well be perfect. Anyway, it's already over. So I'll have to use this last week fully on Chinese, although it's a little last minute, but it's better late than never. I don't want to retake Chinese!!! I want at least a B4, that's all I'm asking for. Of course if possible I want better than a B4.